spinning spinning
’round ’round,
spiralling down and searching ground,
grasping something
hold me now;
– escape –
escape my thoughts , escape the pain,
run away from voices inside my brain,
drown out noise and block the drain,
stop relenting waves;
escape.
itchy itchy beneath my skin,
like i can’t bear to be within
myself
this world
or the places i’ve been,
like i am stained in all my glorious sin;
– escape –
escape the ugliness inside my mind,
run away from things i’ve tried
forget bury hide;
play dumb and play blind
i just want to escape.